Pain

I went to post something here.  But i realized that I can't.  I hate this. 

Pets are not possessions

I've been involved with many pet shelters over the years and it is just horrifying how people treat pets.  They are not "things" - they are thinking, loving, living beings who deserve every bit of love and attention that a child does.  Pets are not an impuse buy.  If you make the decision to take in a shelter (or any) pet - which I belive that everyone should do - you need to understand that you are taking on a major responsibility.  They are not perfect - and neither are we.  Try to work with them, understand them, give them love.  See them as a being that is just as deserving of love and understanding as you are.  But don't get a pet unless you are willing to put their needs above yours sometimes.  Because that's what love is.  And it translates to the human world as well.  If you think that pets are disposable things, then other people will treat you accordingly. 

Apology

I didn't know anyone still looked at this, and I apologize to those that did.  I didn't meant to alarm anyone with my last post.  I've been under a ton of stress with the cats lately, and I have been fighting the oncoming depression, as all know, and that coupled with the lack of sunlight (boo DST) set me off and I needed to get stuff out in a place that I thought was not read. 

tears

I will break down, crying, soon. But not yet. Not yet.

Vows

I never vowed that I would stay in a marriage where I'm treated like complete crap. So fuck you and your so-called-vows. I mean, really. WTF is wrong with you?