Apology

I didn't know anyone still looked at this, and I apologize to those that did.  I didn't meant to alarm anyone with my last post.  I've been under a ton of stress with the cats lately, and I have been fighting the oncoming depression, as all know, and that coupled with the lack of sunlight (boo DST) set me off and I needed to get stuff out in a place that I thought was not read.